A sudden pour of rain, makes one ponder.

Strings of thoughts passing through your mind but you just couldn't phrase them into words.

Getting so attached to someone makes one terrified.

Afraid that one day you'll piss him/her off.

Afraid that he/she won't forgive you.

Afraid that he/she would leave you.

I've never really thought about it before.

But after chancing upon someone's blog, it got me thinking.

What if one day you decided that i wasn't worth your time?

And after realizing that the thought of even losing you, scares me.

So, so much.

"What goes up, must come down."

The tears, the heartaches, the pain.

I never ever want to go through that again.

But how would you know happiness without going through pain?

Going through all the downturns of life allows you appreciate the good times even more.

And i am proud to say that this period of my life is definitely one of those good times. (Y)

p/s: Don't worry after reading all this babe.

I'm happy/satisfied/ecstatic/glad being with you.

Just realized how important you are to me.

I love you, so much. ♥